IS THIS THE END

Cold wet tears slowly flowing down my face
My heart tired and disgruntled
Long nights crying could this be my fate
To watch our relationship crumble
Don’t think I can take much more of this mess
The thought of us apart, my heart trembles
Tired of all the hurt, the pain and the stress
Think it’s time for us to disassemble
The long talks and arguments between us
The love that we share and the endless trust
The laughs that we share is continuous
But to end this mess I feel that I must
Let this thing go it’s too much to outrun
What else can I say, it’s over we're done

THE REAL ME

A smile on face, hate in my eyes
Can you tell, do I hide it all to well
Hurt in my heart, from all that I despise
Do you think that I should sit here and dwell
I seem to be happy on the outside
And I do not seem to be captured
Surely I am frowning on the inside
From all the endless stress and rapture
Could it be that I am this unlucky
Unworthy of all the blessings bestowed
Hexed from a previous, could it be
All of my emotions are soon to implode
I can’t let that happen, I’m in control
Or is that what I say to heal my soul